Oh, bummer!! Ah well glad it was a good day for you despite it all.It is! I've been sick for the past couple of days, which meant me missing my daughter's wedding in Vegas. But she understood.
First of all you never threw money at the course, you invested it. You know it will work. Now with the work ethic you have, I know you will make it big. Stop doubting yourself and others, sometimes you just need a break. I decided I am going to wait til Dr.P's course to start working again because I got really stressed out, just like you have. You need to clear your mind man. Good luck.Day 58
Laptop died right after I had spend 12 hours writing articles, so I'm out another $275. I haven't made any money in 5 days. I'm in a really bad mood. I don't know how anyone can be successful doing this, to work so hard, fuckin' 18 hours a day, have a HUGE skill set, and only see loss for so long. Nothing seems to work for more than a few weeks. I just want a method that works. I want a JOB. Well I threw $500 at Doc's course so maybe that will work. Or maybe he'll run off with it. I have no idea. If those people really made 60k in 45 days with a mediocre work ethic, then I'm set to make $1M in 6 months. Until then, fuck it, I quit. I need a goddamn nap. The only way to make money online or anywhere else in this world is to steal it. I'm so sick of being poor, and working so hard at something I hate, and being ripped off and screwed over again and again, always at the mercy of Google or a network or the government or whatever else. And yet there are people who have used their time here - the same time I've been given - to position themselves to be rich and happy. I can only assume every one of them have done so through unethical or cunning means. I must become more aggressive to be successful. I need to do what they have done. If all it took was working yourself to death and talent and smarts I'd be rich. I'm missing something. There has to be a way to be a winner and not a loser. There has to be a way to use my time and abilities to establish a fortune. Everyone in my family has thrown away their opportunities to have something great. They marry too young, work too hard and spend too much. My dad has the same damn financial problems he had 25 years ago, for example.
I've got to become more cunning and aggressive. More intimidating. Maybe this white hat is a weakness. I've got to get what I want. I've got to take it when I see it. I've got to fight for it, kill for it, and keep it to myself when I've got it.
I'll try some things I know about when I'm not so pissed off and discouraged. Things I know will put money in my pocket.